| whatup assholes plus |
[May. 31st, 2005|05:37 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Crime Mob "Stilettos (pumps)" | ] |
so yeah. i totally ruined things with danny. and i mean a friendship. yeah. pretty pathetic. but whatev, i have to stop talking about him gosh.
friday--was at michelle's with christine and nick=fuckingawesometimeever.
saturday--family over. total snooze fest.
sunday--mall with jodi, then to huntington with her until like 10. madfuntimes10.
monday--michelle over=gothersickwithtacobell
and today. school. fantastically crappy. my birthday is in 12 days. i think. yeah.
maybe i'll go pierce my face again and get yelled at for doing it.
kbye.♥ !!! |
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[May. 25th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Anberlin "Ready Fuels" | ] |
yeah home sick. nah i am just bleeding all over the freaking place. damn period yo.
yesterday i went to the battle of the bands with kristina. its was ok. i met danny's g/f jenna. wooo. wow no. he was acting so different because she was there. i hate that. seems like he's fake to me then, and when he's with his g/f he's the actual him. well idfk. nor do i care.
some of the bands were ok. then others were like wow you fucking suck get off of the stage. me and kristina sat with jodi and bianca. omgzz i laughed like the whole time. there was this short fat chick who looked just like vaughn, and me and bianca couldnt stop laughing. i missed that bianca. i'm wayy happy we're cool again. haha i sound so corny.
tomorrow's the last day of school before our 4 day weekend. DARN. i missed the end of romeo + juliet today in english. gosh now i'm bummed. hahahahaha.
hmm let me count...18 more days until my birthday. wooo. be excited for me. gosh.
oh yeah i never said how saturday went. well it went fine. i was glad to see my aunt and uncle and cousin. i cant believe how grown chris is. and he's only 16 haha. i heard stories of how i got stuck in the climbing netting at the jungle gym and he like rescued me. i dont remember that though haha.
k well period pants plus is out. laterr folks. ♥ |
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| yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yoooo. yo. |
[May. 20th, 2005|04:58 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | Dead Milkmen "Taking Retards To The Zoo" | ] |
yeah yo. whatup. i'm way bored on a friday night. me and kristina are going to go see priscilla the pig tm. i cant wait. then my family is coming over. jnfsjnfsjifngjsodfmg!#$#$^$& ahh. haha. i'm like kind of hyper. and wish i had something to do. makes me go crazzzy. well i'll blast music and dance like an asshole. hm k bye!@#@#%$#^% |
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| what to say... |
[May. 15th, 2005|01:03 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | daft punk "one more time" | ] |
still grounded. yesterday i painted the hell out of my house. today i have more painting to do.
i smell and havent showered in forever. i'm waiting to cut my hair first. still havent gotten the time to do it.
detention tomorrow. wont be bad, i'm making my bffl danny go. hah too bad for him. =P
i am still so nervous about saturday...coming up. ugh *crosses fingers* its so hard to express how difficult and complex everything is. they havent seen me in over 4 years. yeah k done talking about it. maybe i'll have more to say when the day actually occurs.
my whole fucking neck is itching and its pissing me off. maybe its a sign that i should shower. who the hell knows. |
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| yeah. |
[May. 13th, 2005|07:56 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | mudvayne "happy" | ] |
so yeah. yesterday was cameron's wake. odd feeling. i didnt realize it was so big until i was there, standing in the environment. it was intense. and this morning i woke up shaking i was so scared. stuff like this really opens ur eyes.
well today was an overall bad day. i walk into school upset, vaughn was fucking high, and so now i see it pointless that i care about him. its so retarded, but i cant help it.
so yeah this weekend i'm grounded...for getting detention for cutting science like a week ago. madd gay.
next weekend is going to be crazy. my aunt cousin and uncle are coming over. for the first time in forever. they're flying out here from arizona. i'm so nervous. the last time i saw them i ended up crying myself to sleep. so i'm incredibly nervous, i wonder what they're going to think of me, what they're going to say. i dont even know if i'm supposed to greet them with a kiss or hug or whatnot. complex shit. thinking about it gets me upset. i just hope i dont end up driving people away from me like my dad has.
k well later. |
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| ugh yeah. |
[May. 10th, 2005|05:01 pm] |
| [ | mood!@#$%$ |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | eighteen visions "dead rose" | ] |
yeah. everyone's dying. kind of making me mad. kristina mad me start this thing. i had a xanga. screw that. k off. bye. |
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